What is my goal?

This is a question I've been asking myself a lot lately. Why? I feel like it's pretty hard to combine my interest of devops, security, and mobile. It's not like it's impossible but I always feel like I'm choosing.

On the other hand we have the fact that I should aspire to move up. I do but there are so many titles that do different things that I really don't know what to aspire for. Do I always want to do mobile? Is tooling (devops) where I ride out my 9-5 career? Do I just jump towards people management to save my hands? So many questions and no real answers.

I have another birthday soon and I hope during my time off I'll have the space to figure some of this out. I don't need a "this is the way" answer, but I'd like to not feel like I'm just randomly floating through this stuff. Learning is fun and never ending in tech, but I don't want to feel stuck.

Anyway regardless of what I come up with I'm having fun combining things in my free time. Automating and templating things are fun, but paying cloud fees are not. lol